I'm losing you..

Blah blah blah
is all you here from me
i try to talk about our dieing friendship
and you turn your head
and talk to someone else
i think you wouldn't even notice
if i killed myself
or got hit by a car
you may think about it
but not think twice
i know for sure you wouldn't cry
you don't care for my feelings
you don't care what i think
i guess i should of known
who to trust and not to trust
of course i trusted you
and it was the wrong choice
you were the one i called
when someone broke my heart
you were the one i ran to
when things were messed up at home
you were the one i hated
when you would tell me it'd be alright
i said I'm sorry already
now it's your turn
please say it before it's too late
for i am dieing slowly
for your own sake..