Selfish end

Selfish things happen to selfish people
suicide is selfish so why not happen to me
its like a voice calling me
yes its wrong
but so is hurting the people who care
i sit and selfishly cut away
i sit and don't think about you or anyone else
see in my mind I'm number one at that point
even though thats not what i normally feel
i miss the person who was closest to me
i hate her everyday but then i think to myself
why not maybe she was right to Dow hat she did
i cant take much more shi*
from anyone
people saying and pretending like they care
they care about me and how i feel
when really they don't want to feel bad for
my death
but see no one is except me so i don't see its wrong
this is a selfish persons way out
so i will fly away and find my friend
so for now this is goodbye
thanks for everything
but fly i must.