RxIxP my love

Each day I would drag myself out of bed
A terrible sting, an aching head
The only way, I could, make things seem right
Was to drink away my sorrows, day & night
Nobody saw all of the tears
The hurt I had suffered, time and again
Everything we had been through over the years
They could never understand
The reason I'd hide the back of my hand
The reasons I'd cut to release the pain
It would make things seem better, yet worse again
I became so addicted self harm was my way
I often approached it after every bad day
But that's when I was told
You had taken your life
How did things trun so cold?
You were my life, I need you so much
But I knew what I had to do
I put a stop to the blood, the scars and the tears
An end to the drinking, it would only result in more pain after years.
You made me realise you only get one life
So make it your best
As for you my love, enjoy your rest
RxIxP

You will always be in my heart
I know one day we'll no longer be apart
Together again
Two hearts the same
But remember this you saved me.