Lies

Every morning when I arise,
I wake up to repeat the same lies
About how my life is OK,
And I expect the lies to stay.

But deep in my mind I know,
Of all the ache and sorrow.
Nothings gonna be the same.
I canâ??t handle all of this pain.

Will anyone notice when I explode
From the problems I withhold?
I scream and shout in a horrible fit,
Then in the corner my teenage wrists are slit.

My emotions stay bottled up inside
I just want to run away and hide.
Dazed and confused in a circle of lies,
My insides start to cry.

Death must be easy for life is tough.
Why is everyone in this world act so rough?
I want to shout and run.
But then I find my gunâ?¦.

My soul floats away,
As I watch every one start their day.
Slowly they begin to rise,
And repeat the same lies.