Am i alive or
have i just survived
the pain i hold inside.
i want to believe i can live to see tomorrow
but all i see is hurt, lost hope, and blinding sorrow
all good things must come to end.
why didn't they tell me before, that also i wouldn't win.
in the beginning, it was all pure fun
but in the middle, my life became undone.
i figured out i was in love with you
but i was just someone you barely knew.
i tried to forget, your beautiful face.
but where that led me wasn't the case.
i remember the day you walked out of my life.
my dreams died of maybe one day becoming your wife
if i didn't act now i would surely pay the price
my eyes saw what number was rolled on the dice
2 for how many seconds my heart stopped beating and
1 for how many years my eyes stopped seeing.
am i alive
or have i just arrived
to a place, i can survive.
