Vampire

Mortals lust for me, i am not easily forgotten
I'm wanted by both sex's for i own there hearts
i do not love, i only want and what i want i usually can't have.
for i am a different vampire for i live like a mortal vulnerable to the hurt life can bring.
although i hold the kiss of death, my emotions won't let me kill.
blood my eternal life, brings me disgust for i do not want to live for eternity i want to die. i long to become someone else, and leave this life behind.
why do you want to become like me? when you won't be able to take the pain. do you constantly want to be hurt.
i live with a fragile heart, ready to break, but won't
the shadow is what i am, right behind always being stepped on bu everyone else, but not you my love. i am your shadow you cannot step on me. you don't care for me, i am just there, you hurt me, i want to kill you. but i don't want to live without you. your different also, you don't lust for me, you don't even know i am there. I'm a different vampire too you see, i am a vampire with a heart that was made broken but beating.