My last breath

With my last breath
I have so much to say to you
I want to say you hurt me bad
I want to say you made me sad
I want to say you ruined my life
I want you too see the blood on the knife
I want you to see the letter i wrote
I want you to see the cut at my throat
I want you to see the blood pouring down
I want your smile to turn into a frown
I want you to see me die
I want you to start to cry
but as my blood runs into a pool
Im glad that i am not that cruel