It Burns Inside

You say youll help me through this
You say you rely care
You want to do your part
But you always run away from
The darkness in my heart

I am one
I am there
I am the only one who cares

Why say you care
Why say youll be there
When its not true.
I cant rely on you

Why do I feel so lonely?
When everyones around
Why do I feel so different?
Why bother to make a sound.

When every day I am alone
No one calls me on the phone
They act as if Im not there
They dont rely care

You tell me things will be okay
You say things are fine
But you dont know the half of it
All you do is piss and wine

All I ever wanted
Was a place to feel at home?
But when you left it went away
Im now all alone

The chill of fear
The ache of pain
The burn of dread
As it eats away
Is more then enough to make me scream