You

Looking back on the past
you feel like crying
thinking of all those times
you felt like dying

you tried so many times
its just so tiring

you remember the knifes
the scars are still there
you remember the pills
because the memories over spill

your friends still don't understand
even as you stand and cry
because they just don't care
if you live or die

yet you try to smile
just to hide
feeling so fake
with that smile on my face
because its just a act
an act that i cant completly clasp