A SAD CHRISTMAZ IT WILL BE

EVERY CHRISTMAS MY FAMILY GETS 2GETHA, AND MY GRANDFATHER PLAYZ DA GUITAR WITH MY UNCLES AND DAD AND WE SING SPANISH CHRISTMAS SONGS. MY GRANDFATHER HAD A VOICE, 4 HIS AGE, HIS VOICE WAZ INCREBIBLY BEAUTIFUL. HE MADE MY CHRISTMAS EVERY YEAR. ALL I LOOKED 4WARD IN CHRISTMAS WAZ SINGING SONGZ WITH HIM, AND HEARIN HIM SING AND PLAY, BECUZ HE IS SUCH A BRIGHT PERSON, UNIQUE IN SOO MANY WAYZ.. I ALWAYZ WISHED OTHERS COULD WATCH HIM TOO, MAYBE THEY WOULD HAVE FELT LIKE I HAD FELT EVRY CHRISTMAS.

THEN DA WORSE THING HAPPEN, 2 MONTHZ BE4 CHRISTMAS...OF LAST YEAR...

DOCTORS FOUND DAT MY GRANDFATHER HAD CANCER AND DAT IT WOULD SPREAD ALL OVER. HE GOT WEAKER AND WEAKER DAY AFTER DAY, WHEN CHRISTMAS CAME, MY GRANDFATHER WAZ TOO WEAK 2 PLAY HIS GUITAR, TOO WEAK TO SING, AND EVEN TOO WEAK 2 CONVERSATE WITH ME. HOW HURT INSIDE I FELT 2 REALIZE HOW SICK HE WAZ, AND 2 KNOW THERE WAZ NOTHIN I COULD DO 2 HELP HIM. IT ACHED MY HEART, & I COULDN'T BELIEVE ANY OF IT... DAT CHRISTMAS , I SPENT IT WITH HIM AND THE FAMILY SILENTLY, AND I SANG 2 HIM, WHILE HE WAZ RESTING, I SANG 2 HIM DA WAY HE SANG 2 DA FAMILY, WISHIN HE WOULD FEEL DA WAY I FELT WHEN HE WOULD PLAY AND SING 2 ME.

JANUARY 11, 2003 ~ 11 DAYZ AFTER NEW YEARZ... HE PASSED AWAY... AND IT BROKE MY HEART ...

A CHRISTMAS WITHOUT MY GRANDFATHER.. IS LIKE A HEART WITH NO FEELINGS.

(DIZ IS NOT MUCH OF A POEM.. BUT I DECIDED 2 SHARE DIZ SAD STORY DAT HURTZ ME 2 DEATH INSIDE, WITH YOU) IF U WOULD LIKE U CAN COMMENT.. I REALLY NEED SUM ADVICE OR SUMTHIN.

THANX ~