B is for Benedict

How should i start this..

"b" is for old Benedict who wasn't all that bad
"e" is for enchanting as in "twas enchanting to know you"
"t" is for the table on which un-eaten food is left
"r" is for good rest in which i haven't had for awhile
"a" as in high Altitude, this mountain's way too high
"y", like in yearning, i am yearning to be loved by you
"a" is for the abacus i use to count my days
and "l" is for my love for you, invisible to the naked eye
"betrayal" is the life of me and consumes my inside parts...

"betrayal" is for the life i lead, i am a betrayal against you, in me.

I'm Sorry