The sorrow love i had...

Was it pain that i saw?
was it a dagger i was hurt by?
was it blood
just like my bleeding shirt
i loved you so much
to the point
where the world took away my life
in one dark night
i no longer have friends
i no longer have feelings
i no longer have a mind
I'm lost in my mind
I'm broken with pieces that can never die
the sorrow love i had...
the wish that i made..
the light i wish you could see
the pain and hate deep inside me
that i wish you saw
the blood that drain out of my bleeding heart
I'm calling for help
I'm slowly torn apart
I'm slowly fading away
I'm slowly watching the sorrow in my eyes
slowly come out like the heaven rain
the sorrow love i once wanted
slowly taking away my mind and soul
one piece after another
as i slowly watching myself dive into the mist that will never return
and as i slowly watching my swear and oath
slowly falling into the burning flames of a burning inferno
i wish you could see
i wish you could love me once again
and remove the sorrow I'll forever have in my mind