A little girls prayer

When I was a little girl, lying down to sleep,
I used to pray for a man to one day love me deep.
I used to close my eyes so very tight,
praying for a special man with all my might.
I wanted this man to love me for me,
and never make me something I didn\'t want to be.
I wanted him to give me cuddles without having to ask.
I wanted him to be real and not hide behind a mask.
I wanted him to always be by my side,
someone in who I could always confide.
I wanted someone honest and real,
never afraid to tell me how he feels.
I didn\'t want him to be prissy and clean,
but I didn\'t want him to be rough and mean.
I wanted him to be able to hold my hand with pride,
and be able to say to his mates \"this girl is my future bride\"
I wanted to laugh wirth him until we would both cry.
I wanted someone to make me feel special, without even having to try.
I wanted us to have the most amazing connection,
I wanted there to always be powerful affection.
I prayed for comfort in the extreme,
I begged God to give me this one dream.
I would finish with: \"If you grant my prayer i\'ll be the envy of all women.
Thankyou my lord, Goodnight and Amen\".
Years passed by, and without my man I began to fear,
until suddenly one night, this boy did appear.
When I looked into his eyes, I almost screamed,
surely this boy was only a dream.
But in time i realised the good Lord did care,
for he hadn\'t forgotten, he had answered my prayer.
He answered my prayer, that\'s for sure,
he gave me everything i asked, and so much more.
He blessed me with a boy, sent from up above,
and he made me fall, head over heels in love.
So now I am a big girl, all grown up you see,
but again I am finding myself, back upon my knees.
I have my perfect man, I am happy as can be,
but now I am just scared, that the Lord will take him away from me.
So once again I close my eyes so tight,
praying to God to keep things right.
\"Dear Lord, I thankyou, from the bottom of my heart,
but please i beg, don\'t tear us apart.
I need this boy, more than you will ever know,
I love him so much, I don\'t ever want him to go.
He is a part of me now, etched into my soul,
if you take him away, I will never again be whole.
God, if you let him remain mine,
I swear to you, I will love him until the end of time.
Put simply, this to you I pray:
please don\'t ever take my boy away.
Please answer my prayer, just once again.
Thankyou my Lord, goodnight and Amen.\"