Sometimes I want to cry because of you
The twist of this friendship is seen in few
It’s simple yet confusing in all of it’s elements
It’s open and beauty but yet we are still developing it
Why can’t you say those few words so clear
Thank you my friend I love it when your hear
But the word love is not uttered from your mouth
It’s to much to handle and you just can’t spit it out
Why is it so hard and why don’t I deserve to hear it
Sometimes that’s all I need and everything will fit
But hope has died for those words to be spoken
Why do I bother when words are such a small token
They do carry the message directly to the heart
A card and a letter could say it but not as far
I know it’s hard in some ways I could see
But if I mean enough to you do it for me
I guess I’m to much to handle and demanding too
I know I’m confusing but you always pull through
So why when were there and trusting in each other
Why can’t you say it and mean it to another
It’s always a challenge that I wish you would take
I’m not going to be weird and just walk away
Never would I do such a rude deed
You mean the world to me I’m just waiting to see
If that world is enough and if you will come
To realize the small things that matter to some
Some like me so bitterly confusing
What I’m doing is always so amusing
But someday I hope you will take the dare
Open your heart so I know that you care
It’s hard to describe what I feel when I say
I love you my friend I hope you will never walk away
The answer I get is so blankly confusing
Never a replay or anything of that soothing
Just a sigh of maybe a thankyou or too
I guess I really don’t mean that much to you
But say it so I know I’m not wasting my time
Don’t make me stand here and wait in line
For I am leaving if I can’t get an answer
What’s the use if you can’t take that chance first
The hope is small but still in my heart
When you say it to me this frustration will part
But until then it remains so small and fragile
Wishing you’d heal it by saying it so casual
