Did you think of me?

You killed yourself
Did you even think of me
Did you even think of all the pain you would cause others
I cant blame you for it
But yet i do
I loved you
Wasn't that enough
You killed yourself without even thinking of me
You took your life without even thinking of what would happen to mine
And i must fight to keep my sanity
Was your life really that bad
Did you think of me
you left me to walk in this world by myself
That leaves no trace of joy or residue
Did you think of me