Not Perfect

I'm so lost.
Everything was supposed to be perfect.
When I'm in your arms,
Everything is perfect.
Love, Freedom, Happyness.
I try so hard to keep you happy.
To keep you smiling, to keep you laughing.
Because when you're happy, I'm happy.
I try so hard to keep you happy.
To make sure everything stays perfect.

We are perfect together, you and I.
But when we fight
my world comes crashing down.
When you're angry at me sometimes
I don't know what I did wrong.
All I know is that it hurts
and it feels like I'm losing apart of me.
Just to make your world a little better,
A little happier.

You don't know how much it hurts.
And how hard I'm trying now to cry.
I just need to be selfish, this once.
I just need to be loved.
Because I'm not perfect
And I'm trying.