Drowning in my Memories

Looking back on all these years
I can see all of my tears,
Which makes me reflect on all my fears.

As I remember all of my dreams
My nightmares come true it seems,
From all the nights of silent screams.

As I gaze at the stars,
I can see all of my scars,
From the times that were once ours.

I want you to gain my trust once more,
Instead you just walk out the door,
You make my heart fall to the floor.

I know you don't mean what you say,
But I can't make it through another day.
All that I can do is pray.

So will we not be filled with hate,
This seems to be our determined fate,
But even so I will still wait.

Waiting to see if my life will switch gears,
As I still see all of my tears,
Drowning in the memories of all these years.