Can't Separate Me From Me

Padded walls of white
stained blood red
insanity consumed
and now I am dead

nothing could have stopped me
my will was just too strong
wanting death so badly
... I'd waited so damn long...

even with my razor gone
I could still rip my skin
using my own nails
to release the blood within

they couldn't separate me from me...
I wouldn't let myself heal
I was my own worse enemy
causing myself pain just to feel