Was God Crazy when He made Me Fall In Love With You?

Why can't I let go of you,
It hurts me bad the things you do,
How you say I'm the only one,
Then you turn around and have your fun,
And to make this whole thing hurt more,
You always use me like I'm your own personal love door.

I can't stop loving you no matter what,
Even when thinking of you corresponds with thoughts of cuts,
It's a sad scenario I've put myself in,
One that looks almost impossible to win,
But hey that's life and I should get over it,
And stop watching you flirt and throwing a fit.

Why did got make me fall in love,
Yes your beautiful, smart, and an angel from above,
But you can't give me the love I need,
The love off which my life does feed,
I'm so confused by the way you act,
All that I'm sure of is I love you and that's a fact.