Moving On

I watched you walk away,
Screaming "Please stay!"
I fell to the floor.
Please! No more!
It was like one, two, three, four.

You walked out of my life,
But not my heart,
I guess our love was just too tart.
I look at our pictures,
You were like my teacher.

People say I'm like dad,
How would they know?
He only said no!
You said I'm like mom,
Only thing is I was a tom.

I wondered why you had to leave.
At that point I was so naive.
I knew you fell in love with her,
I knew how happy you two were.
I was so stupid like "Der!"

I cried that day,
Wondered why it had to be this way.
I never thought I could accept this.
I was such a mess.
Just thinking of you brought me more stress.

I couldnt accept it,
But I knew I had to move on,
Always knew I was just your pawn.
I would die to at least know you loved me,
But what you always wanted is something I'll never be.

Now I'm sitting here,
Consumed by all my fears.
But I'm still moving on,
And I know you're gone.
I wonder,
Can I really still move on?