Couldnt you see?

Nobody said it was easy, nor did they say it was this hard
My body lies limp, my heart shattered and scared
My eyes bleeding dry and my smile brings to lie
Counting the worthless moments until I die

Could you ever hurt yourself, to prove that you bleed?
To show someone you are hurting, that you are in need
Can you still see your scars or are you still bleeding inside
How could you not see the pain, you believed when I lied

Is my heart still beating or is it inside my head
Am I still alive or is my body dead
My hands are numb and nothing is what I feel
This is the pain its unfair almost surreal

I could not live with it anymore
Blood surrounds my body, the one that lies limp
I am dieing cant you see, this all happening inside of me
My eyes lay open, tears glisten in the wind
My body bleeds on the outside, with no heart beat on the inside
I am dead now because YOU ignored the tears I cried