Times like these

Its always times like this
Where i wish away my life
My cuts so deep and open
As I lay by a bloody knife

8 days now without you
Since I last said goodbye
You finalized a love so true
But i cant get you off my mind

For weeks Ive cried a river
And thought of all thats wrong
People tell me forget you soon
Nows the time to move on

Id be lying if i said
That my heart wasn't broken
I tried to forget you , for just one night
But my cuts stay deep and open

I never meant to hurt you
But no other option i could take
To wait around for nothing
To smile for everyone Else's sake

So i will carry on crying a river
Coz you'll never leave my head
Its always times like this
When i wish that i was dead.