I can't feel anymore
for everyone has numbed me with pain
to much pain to heal
I'll never feel again
I'm sick of being pushed around
I'm tired of this broken heart
why'd you do this to me
you ripped my soul apart
I can't even see straight anymore
for tears always fill my eyes
i bet theres not even a umber
to total up the tears I've cried
take a look at my arms
there isn't room for anymore slits
but ill make room
the last time ill ever slit my wrist
better yet, why don't you do it for me
since you don't care at all
how badly i suffered
to again stand confident and tall.
but i guess i wasn't good enough
because you kept pushing me back down
so now ill be as deep as ever
6 feet under ground.
so come on
since you "loved" me so much
maybe in this death attempt
we'll get some luck
slice away
deep in my veins
don't hide the please in your eyes
cause if you could, you'd kill me over, and over again
watch me lay
while you laugh with no guilt
you think this is what i wanted,
but it wasn't till all the depression you've built
don't play Innocent
i want you to no what you've done
i hope you know i was listening
when you said i was the one
i wasn't meant for life
I'm just a big mistake
I'm sick of pretending
and always acting fake
well now, i hope your happy
you must be, you smile while you walked out the door
watch in delight as i gasped for air
while i was face down on your floor
blood all over the ground
cold tiles on my back
all the pain escaping me
finally i feel Again, my heart doesn't feel torn it half
but its way to late
I'm already begging for more air
pleading in scarce on the floor
and you watch, you don't even care
You'll never no what it feels like
Your heart will always be served cold
you just laugh, don't pay attention
its like your soul has been sold
the only thing i have to say
"i love you no matter what you do"
no matter how much you made me suffer
i don't even regret a single breath I've wasted on you.
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sorry i havent posted in so long.
