How Do You Feel?

I never wanted to cut myself,
I'm always looking at the picture on top of my bookshelf.
It says "I Love You" with you and me,
But what's that I see?
A statement that will never be.

You said you'd be there forever.
Why am I still here as lonely as ever?
I'll never understand.
And now there's blood streaming down,
Now it's dripping on my gown.

Look at me,
I'm bleeding for you.
But this is nothing new.
Ever since you left me alone,
I felt like I lost a bone.

I could never fight,
I could never even walk right.
I'm tired of writing about you,
I'm tired of thinking about you, too.
You make me feel shitty,
Everyone's showing me pity.

You make me cut,
My eyes will soon shut,
These slivers will heal,
I'll realize none of this pain was real.
So, how do you feel?

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I think I messed up on the end, if anyone could help, comment please. Thanks.

-Jin