Scared to Wait

Sometimes I worry
that we won't be OK.
Sometimes I think...
I don't deserve to call you mine.
Sometimes I worry,
I worry that you'll see...
I'm not too good for you,
your too good for me.

You tell me I'm beautiful,
you tell me I'm the one...
the only thing that scares me
is you'll tell me that your done.
Your done with all the drama,
your done hearing me cry...
your done with all the questions
you just need to say good bye.

Sometimes I wonder,
why you'd want to be together...
I wonder even more...
why you want to be forever.
What do you see in me?
I'm afraid it will fade away...
I'm scared that you'll get sick of me
and I'll wait all these years and in the end we won't be.

At night I cry, I cry out of pain
I cry out of unknown answers
I cry because I want us to be.
I cry because I don't know where were headed,
I cry because I'm afraid you'll be done,
I cry because I miss you...
I cry because I know your the one.
I cry because I'm sorry...
for all the nights I made you feel bad. I cry because I don't want you to leave me,
I cry because without you I'm just sad. I cry because I'm so damn lonely... I cry because I know the wait will be long, I cry even more because it will be so tough...
I cry day and night... night and day
so afraid that you'll have had enough.

I want so bad for us to be together,
I need so bad for us to be forever... I want to be your only for always... I want to be the one you spend your life with. Your eternity.

Where will we be a year from now, or five?
Will I have waited...
just for you to turn and say goodbye? Will we be together,
like I pray and I dream...
will we be forever...
like I need us to be.
Is our love strong enough...
that it will never die...
Will we always be there for each other? Please don't ever say good bye.

Promise me you love me,
Promise me you won't leave...
promise me the wait is worth it...
promise that will always be...
promise me that will never
be just one or the other...
promise me that together
we will be forever.

I know that you'll leave,...
I know that you'll return...
I know we'll go through pain...
yet I know our love is strong..
I know I want you by my side.
Your my soul mate...
my love and my life.
I know one thing for sure,
and that is you...
I know who I want to spend my life with... and that is you.