Shattered

We're good friends
and I love you more than life itself
Being friends with you
is better than having wealth

I only see you as a friend
and not anything more
At least that's what I think
but I can't really be sure

I see you with another girl
and feel jealously within my heart
For you I would do anything
even if it would tear my life apart

I believe in love at first sight
coz that's what happened when I met you
And simply seeing your smiling face
can make any grey sky seem blue

I've loved you for awhile now
but you don't even know
Because I'm afraid of rejection
so I can't let my true feelings show

I figured if I convinced myself
that I wasn't in love with you
I could convince everyone else
and my feelings wouldn't be true

My plan didn't work
and everyone can see
Just how much
you truly mean to me

My denial didn't fool anyone
it never has and never will
And even though you see me as a friend
I can't help but love you still

I hope my love dies soon
coz I can't take this heartbreak anymore
But how can you be so blind to love,
you're breaking cupids only law

I'm too young to love someone
and to give my heart away
But for you I'd do anything
I only have one more thing to say

Please open up your eyes,
your mind, your heart and soul
Coz if you don't see me soon
I'll love you until I'm old

I'll be alone ever
coz you're my one and only true love
And you must have been sent to me
from the heavens up above

I hope I wake up soon
and realise this is all a dream
The pain inside hurts so much
I think I'm gonna scream

My heart is now shattered
and there are so many pieces to be found
But I'll get them back from you
and I'll leave without a sound

I feel like I'm drowning in love
even though you're my friend
But I'm fine with that
so long as it's til the end

Until that day
I'll keep on loving you
Because it's only you
who can make my grey sky blue

© ShatteredAngel 2005