TIRED !

I am tired of being jealous,
i am tired of being 'JUST A FRIEND'
i am tired of crying every night,
i wanna be myself ........again

you flirted with me,
i thought you loved me...
but you flirted with my friends too!

do you even notice when i walk by?
does it move you when i am hurt?
do you care when i cry?
do you give a damn at all??

don't answer them
i know your answers ...

i am tired of lying to everyone saying 'HE is just a Friend'
i am tired of betraying myself...
coz i kno deep down i know what i felt for you
and still feel...

could you not see the love i had for you in my eyes?
could you not feel what i felt for you?
how could you be blind to my emotions?
how could you not see the all the pain i went through whenever i saw you with the other girls?

i wish i could say goodbye so easily like you did .
i wish this was all a dream so that i could wake up and forget that you were a part of my life at all !
i wish i could be tired of you...

dedicated to ...umm XYZ
plz rate+comment...coz i really went thru all this !