Who Am I?

Who am I ?
What am I here for?
Will I again commit the mistakes
That I committed before?

Will I still take the path
That takes me to hell?
How can I veer off it?
Will anyone tell?

I am poison
I am full of sin
Will anyone understand
The life I live in?

Sometimes I feel alone
Everyone expecting me to fail
I feel like I breathed in hatred
And I cant find a way to exhale

I feel lost in a world
Were everyone expects perfect
No one sees the real me
To them I am just an object

Something to play with
Something to pass the time
They don't look behind my mask
They don't care whats on my mind

I hate myself for what I do
I know I am doing wrong
How can I stop it
I've done it for so long

Temptation is too much
I need to have the pain
Sometimes I feel so depressed
I feel I have gone insane

Forgive me for my sins
Committed in my past
Forgive me more so for the sins
That will come to pass

For I am weak in his hands
Though I belong only to myself
No one wishes to hold me
How I wish I was someone else