Ive tried

Every step i go forward
i take two back
its ruining my life
I'm really losing track

Ive explained how i feel
but nobody truly understands
I'm so scared
no ones got my hand

you all think I'm getting better with time
but i feel worse every time i look at myself
theres nothing left to do
Ive seek ed all the possible help

i thought i could forget the past
and i could finally move on
help would bring me back
but obviously my childhood really has gone

my inside aches
tears have had enough of falling
is anybody listening
to my heart calling???

inside I'm so lonely
I'm terrified
i don't know where to go from here
Ive tried!!