Hateful Confusion

Hey you, beautiful
Won't you spare me a smile?
I didn't come here to see that look on your face
Even if you think of me as vile

I guess I can't blame you for not wanting me
I wouldn't want to deal with this wreck
But it's too late for me to change myself
Even if you want to break my neck

I can't change the fact that I'm angry
But hey, it's because of you
It's not my fault you treat me like this
And do those things that you do

It's the way you sit there in silence
Every time I come near
It's the way you lie about your feelings
Did you think I wouldn't hear?

I'm sick of this, sick of you
Sick of you changing your mind
I just want things to go back to how they were
Yes, when you were kind

-Chels