Internal Arguments

I hear you screaming at me
Even though you have no clear voice
I just wish I could run away
But I know I have no choice

So all I can do is sit here
And listen to you confirm all my insecure thoughts
I try to hold back all my burning wet tears
I try not to get caught

I won't let you catch me crying
I won't let you know that you've won
My mind is working overtime
My defense mechanisms are done

I want to escape this everyday
I'm sick of the same old fight
I can't get away from this mirror
My internal arguments are a horrible sight