My feelings for Him...

This rage inside is fierce,
a fire at full height,
I just want to get my hands on him,
I promise we won't fight,
we wouldn't have a chance to,
he wouldn't even know,
until the next week at his funeral,
i wonder how many would go,
You promised you'd always be with me,
that turned out a lie,
I promised i wouldn't kill him,
I also changed my mind.