The way things weren't

The sun doesn't shine,
the wind whispers as it blows,
pain i feel is unreal,
as time goes fast for me it slows,
faded footprints,
terrible memories,
fights and arguments going on between you and me,
my world is Grey,
nothing to do or say
blamed you for every thing,
i took you for granted forgot about the joyful feelings,
the nights up late,
the jokes,
you helping me wash the plates,
BUT!
the horrible things you said and spat,
I'm walking without a heart and nobody's there to hold that,
my heart bleeds,
my soul weeps,
I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME!!