Just Remembering

I can't keep in what I feel much longer
I hate you so much I am no longer stronger
You kicked me out of your life for her
Sure I'm happy for you, but what about what we were
We had something going, well a least I thought we did
I remember when we talked about having You-Sef remember your kid
But you messed over me and now I can't stop crying
I'm crying on the outside, but in the inside I'm dying
I have a new boyfriend now but you messed that relationship up to
I think about what you did and now I'm waiting for him to put me what we went through
I hate you so much you would not believe my pain
All the horrible memories that are going through my mind drives me insane
Tell me why we broke up because I'm still wondering
I haven't eaten right because of you and now I'm so hungry
I really don't need an explanation from you at this point
Just do what you always do when I needed you most smoke a joint
I never had this much anger built up inside of me
I wanted to always and forever to be us or we
Now its just Carlos and Monica that's what people say
But it was for the best and I just want you to remember that you made me this way