Not As Expected

It was meant to be fun, suppose to be harmless
Yet in the end someone always goes farther than they had planned.
Just wanted a nice boyfriend, never thought he'd take advantage
When he called, you heard his family so you thought
What the heck, nothing serious will happen.
Once the kissing started, your mind thought that's all,
But in the end your thinking, Oh God What Have I Done??
Your legs so sore to sit down from where he kept pushing,
You couldn't believe it when he got out the handcuffs.
Your mind didn't want to believe everything he was doing,
It was just like a movie, except happening to you.
You came to school the next day afraid of what your friends
Will think, you only tell the closest one, hoping they will forgive you
They keep telling you it's OK, but in your mind your thinking
Why couldn't I have stopped him?