The Proof

Its crazy really

It truly is

How life happens

How it does this

I thought I was happy

I smiled again

Convinced I could do this

That my heart could mend

Everything would be OK

This smile wasn't fake

And I wasn't struggling

for every step I take

I cant believe its possible

To even fool yourself

The cruelest part of all

Is the truth up on the shelf

All those pretty pictures

From so long ago

Showing me that smile

I no longer know