My tears will forever long,
For the glorious day when my feelings are gone,
Too much to bear not to have you in my arms,
Diversions like alcohol hinder the mind but my soul never calms.
No other way could I give my self to you,
Open in a way that love seemed like something I just knew,
Tears of happiness soon turn to tears of sadness,
Need to drill you out of my mind before you witness my complete madness.
We all pray for a sunny day,
My true feelings in the darkness they must lay,
Never supposed to find perfection at 18,
I just hoped to god that it had been.
Never gonna understand motives or views,
Mind always steady on being with you,
Mend the heart that I swore I controlled,
Letting love slip by cause I was busy being bold.
I hope to god to stop crying for you,
My sunny day will come so I see a different kind of blue,
Won't make the same mistake twice,
Only can love someone this much once thats the roll of the dice.
True love brings the end of the self-esteem,
Ask your self why you weren't good enough to get your dream,
Sitting at home amending your self,
Hopefully one day you'll come off the shelf.
Keeping telling your self your feelings are done,
Single thought repeating "I need a gun",
Close my eyes and pull the trigger when I reach ten,
Front-page news is quite the statement maybe shell notice me then.
