My Suicidal Thoughts

I could just fall
They would tell them all
That I accidently slipped
And my skirt accidently ripped
That I fell down those stairs

Now as I stand at the top
Do I want to stop?
I don't know anything anymore
My feelings are shredded raw
That I fell down those stairs

As I plan I smile with glee
Thinking about what I'm going to do to me
I hope that when I've jumped and when I'm dead
People will say instead
That I fell down those stairs

there is a perfect stairway at school..when i go back..i dunno..