Tonight Is Finally The Night

It's snowing.
I no longer have to wait.
Blood is flowing.
I'll seal my fate.

Everyone's so happy today.
Why isn't dad here again?
I've waited one year, and now, if I may,
I'll count to ten.
It's better this way.

Tonight will be the night,
No more pain, tears,
No more fright.
No more hate, fears.
This moment, such a sight.

I wish someone were here, for once.
I wish someone would care,
Instead of being fuxkin' cunts.
But tonight, I am no longer a bird in a snare.

Tonight is finally the night,
Where I take my knife,
Make things right,
And end my life.

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I think I should extend it but yeah. If anyone could help, leave it in the comment. Thanks.

-Jin