My Sweet Release

*I know it doesn't rhyme or anything. It's just what I was feeling one day*

You help me through my life
Keep the tears from falling over
Hide away the sorrow for now
Keep me from falling apart
Then the pain comes back again
I come to you more often
Even though I can't see it right now
I'm breaking into tiny pieces
I come to you even more
You are my sweet release
Helping me through the day
When I think I'll completely lose it
But now I realize something
You don't take the pain away
You only hide it by creating more
Why did I even come to you
I ask myself that question a lot
You're not healthy for me
Letting me run from my problems
I was stupid to come to you in the 1st place
For now I can't stop
I'm even more broken because of you
Not whole as I had thought
You need to go away, sweet blade
Before I eventually die inside