Where is God?

This is a story. This is a play.
A story of God.
How he made us from clay.
God, please, just let me sleep.
Forever and ever.
I'm yours to keep.
Shine your light on me today.
Raise my spirits.
Take me away.
God, I'm torn, I can't repair.
Show me love,
Take away this despair.
There's a hole in my heart, mend it well.
Make me a path
away from hell.
I have sinned, my lord, I cannot repent.
Save me, God
My time is spent.
I'm falling, my lord, help me please.
I cannot find a way
Make the pain cease.
I'm blind, God, help me see.
Where are you?
why aren't you helping me?
Oh, God, I'm sorry, for I have sinned.
Please forgive me,
For I am forever pinned.