Did U Eva?

Written wen i was 16;

Did u eva experience abuse?
Did u eva wonder the use?
Did u eva experience a mark
Dat led ur heart to dark?

Did u eva hear of ur brother
Getting hit by a car?
By a 79 year old
Who drove a little too far?

Did u eva experience an argument
With ur best freind or ur mom?
Did u eva think it was ur fault
On why it lasted so long?

Did u eva have a life
Like it was stabbed with a knife?
Did u eva wonder why
Your sensitivity makes u cry?

Did u eva experience suicide
As one way to hide?
Did u eva find out
That death is the only way out?

Did u eva experience a disorder
Dat hid u in the corner?
Did u eva light a candle
Helping u to handle?

Did u eva want control
At a certain point in this world?
Difficulty to get it
When strangers wont let it?

Did u eva experience me
On wat I\'d like to be?
If not then tell me
Why u judge me as u do??...!