They drove me to this 2

I sit alone in my room,
With tears running down my face,
Blood running down my wrist,
I scream in agony,
They drove me to this,

I drop the vodka on the floor,
This is it,
This is my exit of this cruel world,
I can no longer go on pretending,
Pretending that everything is OK,
Because its not, nothings OK anymore,

I search the cupboards, and find what I need,
ecstasy - my only true friend,
I hold them in my hand,
I'm shaking,
Goodbye cruel world,

But as I bring them toward me,
I collapse into a flood of tears,
what am I doing?
Why am I doing this?
Why am I letting them win?
thats all I'm doing,
I need to stay strong,
to show thous bully's they can never defeat me,
because i will never sink so low as to tease and bully.
No - I'm going to stand up for myself,
and not for the last time.
Please don't be a victim of suicide... think...