She Could Never Be

Here's the "normal daughter,"
That you've wanted so long to have.
The one who keeps secrets hidden,
For both her mom and dad.
Here's the fcuked-up teen,
That you chose to go create.
From all those hateful words you said,
And all late night debates.
The foolish girl who chose,
To live with the pain and fear.
Her mom taught her to run-
But she chose to stay right here.
Here's the product of divorce,
A shattered human core,
Who can't seem to be happy,
Who doesn't care anymore.
She's split between two people,
She's supposed to love the most.
And she's torn between emotions,
Her body's just the host.
She doesn't bother to talk,
About what she feels is right,
Because her opinion would be swayed,
The "brainwashing" never makes it right.
How sad is it to know,
Her stability lies in her friends?
The three people she can turn to,
Also help her comprehend,
That she's not a wasted life-form,
That she's not a fcuked up fake.
Those three will always help her,
Every single time she breaks.
She's dying inside, knowing,
That there's nothing she can do.
She's wrong no matter what she says,
Even when she follows through.
She could win every award,
But still, she'd have no doubt,
That no matter how hard she tried,
She could never make them proud.