Tell Me

You were my hero you were my life

I love you with my whole mind

Taken in by the bounds of blood

Made me want to know you more

But all I got was something drear

Faced with pains of a world so cruel

To a child that was once you

But you kept true, you kept living

Even though you tried to end it

My life is nothing without you

Even though I feel as if you make my life hell sometimes

Its ok I seem to like pain

The apple doesn't fall far from the tree

The pain is also invested in me

And even though you cause me great misery

I would die if I lost you

The only one who loves me

Who wanted me here

I want to tell you everything I feel

Tell you whats wrong

Im destroying your already cursed life

With my problems that never come out

I hide in my room because I don't want to be here

I want to be somewhere else

I want to be someone who counts

I want to see the world

And change my accounts

I don't want to see the world like this anymore

Its just hurting me inside

I want to give you the happiness that you missed

I want to kill the people that hurt you

But can't you see, that you making up your life

Is hurting me

You don't love me as much as I thought

You didn't care for me as much as I want

And I feel incomplete

As my heart bleeds for the love

That I can't recieve

Could you love me now

Or am I still this mistake

Could you understand

Or only digrade me

I love you with my heart

But you don't love me as such

The pain that was inflicted upon you

Scars you till this day

Now you can't love me in any way

If you never were loved

So its just a cycle that will never end

But I will try and mend

The pains that have survived

The trials of this life

So that my childeren won't have to have

The pain and misery of the past

I love you now

As much as I can

Without the heart

That love lives in

I hope you know that in my land

This is where I will lend

The love that doesn't show its face

For a person filled with grace

Take it all

And love me now

Im all you need

Please see that Im worth it

See that Im something that is worth loving

I love you still

With every piece of my shattered heart

Its normal with such a connection

My dearest friend

My beloved foe

Take my hand and show me now

The world that I was deprived of

The emotions I've never known

And tell me sweet mother

That you love me for real