Standing beside myself
Feeling as if Im lost
Can\'t feel you there
Im gone and I can\'t hear
Looking into the emptiness of my life
Hopeing that theres something there
Finding nothing
Losing everything
Silently screaming as you smile at me
Can\'t stand to see you leaving
As Im left to face this storm alone
Cold and barren there is no hope
Crying tears of blood from veins
Of which the ugliness of my heart proclaims
Looking in the mirror now
I hate who I am
Smashing the mirror to a milion pieces
Watched as the blood inside me seethed
How does it feel to watch me die
As you sit and enjoy your ride
Leave me here I hate you anyway
Don\'t try to help you never did give any
Come and see me the girl of sorrow
Laugh at me leave me till tomorrow
See my eyes can\'t you tell
All the tears that damn you to hell
Take your lies
And your fake smiles
No one cares let it be done
Take my heart and this gun
Put it to my head
Shoot me dead
Look upon me now
See what you\'ve done
Killing me slowly is what has begun
Even if you saw me this way
You would just leave me anyway
Im not pretty Im not smart
Im the one you\'ve never felt
Let me die and see my cry
Take my soul and run it dry
This is hell and your my lucifer
Damning me to this pain forever
I will forget you never think of you again
Because you never cared and always gave in
To what you wanted and not of me
Ruined I will never try to trust again
For you have ruined it let go of my hand
Tell me now that there is something real
Because in this world I cannot feel
