My Final Goodbye

And though the world forsake you
I will be there holding your hand
I know you\'ve forgotten me
But your still in my heart
I don\'t know why I had fallen so hard
But a part of me just won\'t let you go
I hope the best for you
And hope to God it comes true
Even though I don\'t know you very well
I feel as if I\'ve been with you this whole time
You made me feel as if there was love left in my heart
Even though you also showed it can leave just as quick
And though you do not love me
I care for you each day
And love you in every way
That a person can
I see you in my dreams and hope you see me
But in the end you\'ve only forgotten me
And I feel like I won\'t love again
Tell me the truth did you honelsty ever love me
Did you even like me
But I hope that one day I could feel
What could have been
The love of you and me will mend
Im not like the other girls
I will love you till the days don\'t come
And the sun won\'t rise again
I would take care of you and be by your side
When everyone has forsaken you
Ill be here for you
Just call upon me and I will be there
I know you have forgotten me
I know you don\'t want to be with me
Im not exactly beautiful or the greatest person
Im trying to change
To be what you want
Even though you never see me
Or don\'t even think of me
But you made it so I couldn\'t fall in love again
I know now to not let it get that far
Also a part of my heart still belongs to you
And it won\'t seem to come back
Though I don\'t think of you as much
Theres still a part of me that cries out to you
I can\'t seem to forget you
No matter what I do
You always come back in my mind
I am reminded of you all the time
I try and hide it but I cannot hide from myself
And you will always be in my mind
Though you don\'t even know who I am anymore
But if you called to me now
I would still be there
Because in my heart
I still love you
And I don\'t want to let it go
Your the first guy I\'ve ever loved
But now I hope that I can stop
For your name it always calms me
Your eyes were always so mezmerizing
Your face was always full of compassion
Even though your voice did not always portray
I remember the day I met you I kept hoping to know you
That day I felt my heart beat faster then it ever did
I remeber it so well
And I will treasure it
But I guess I have to try to get over you
Because its no use loveing someone whos forgotten
The person that was there for them
So this my love
Is my final goodbye
Could you change it I don\'t want to give in
I want to look upon your face forever
Take away the tears you don\'t show
And make all your problems go away
I see you change
I see you love and I see you get crushed
And it hurts me to see it all the time
Please remember me this way
As the girl who loved you till the end
And my final breath will be with you
My first love I hope you will
Think of me and smile
If I could die in your arms I would be so much happier
I would die and be risen on with the wings of love
And I would wait for you forever till you came up and I could be with you
Then maybe I can finally know how you\'ve felt
And help you see just how much you meant to me
So I\'ll say this one last time
Please don\'t let me say
My final goodbye
Becasue my love for you
Will never die