The Outcast

Just another girl
The same face in a crowed
Running away from her tears
Hiding a way from her fears

Locking herself up for good
Cause that’s all she could

“im a screw up
Im just no good
Im just an outcast
Trying my hardest to feel good”

“Hey I smiled
And yea iv laughed
But couldn’t you see
Behind my lies?”

All my tears that Iv tried to hide
All the time iv been hurt
Every time someone died
I wish they’d live
And give me the chance
To be them

I used to cut
A bad habit it was
I broke it one day
And I still wish I didn’t
stop that last cut

A cut too deep ya that’s the trick

Im in honor roll
And im velocity sports
I should feel good
But im just not

Why cant they accept me
Im just like them
Ok so maybe im not miss beauty
Or I might fall or walk into walls
And drop my books
But don’t we all?

No ones perfect all the time
And im sure every one cries
But please just reach out and help me

No emotion left in me..
Not even a sound
“If they want me to be quite,
Then quite I shall”

After that
Not one word said
Her father, never there and her mother passing by that year

All alone..
An outcast
She never made it along

She tried her hardest
But her hardest wasn’t strong

given up
and lost all hope
she take her own life
on that dark night