But... i lied

I'm losing my strength.
of Freaken loving you.
your my everything.
but i wanna Freaken die in the light.
hold me tight.
for the last time.
let me back this crime.
let me shed the tears i come before
let me scream all the pain.
nothing for me to gain.
i fell for you once again.
over a million of times.
if i had to.
but tonight I'm lost with out you.
tonight I'm dieing.
I'm taking the glass.
I'm taking the knife.
I'm taking the gun.
and hurting myself to death.
I'll cut myself up with the glass.
I'll stab myself with the knife.
and I'll shot myself in the head with the gun.
and you'll be missing your lovely Angel Bloody Romance.
tonight and always.
i will always love you.
but i can't take it.
i haven't seen you in days.
I'm leaving you tonight.
and forever I'm sorry.
your my everything.
but i know i promised not to hurt myself.
but i lied.