My Last Goobye

by Lovesick 4 Jesus   Dec 23, 2005


I'm sitting in this chair
writing my last goodbye
many of you are anxious
and i want to know just why

My life has been pure hell
and theres nothing more to say
I'm hurting all the time
trying to fight each day

Please don't cry
I'm not that big of deal
i was never noticed
i don't think I'm even real

All these scars upon me
have brought me lots of tears
struggling every day
trying to cope after each rough year

I'm not trying to hurt you
I'm trying to make myself happy
you see my life here
has been nothing but crappy

Wendy i love you
please don't be upset
I'm just ending my life now
i might try and push reset

Hilary i love you
you are always there
every time i try to leave
you tell me how much you care

Don't waste your tears
and don't waste your time
I'm nothing but a maget
nothing more than a dime

Its really very sad
when a teen wants to die
when all she ever does
is sit in her room and cry

No one ever hears that
because no body cares
this life has been to much theres
no more i can bare

I hope you all stay strong
and keep your writing
i hope you have a good life
just continue to keep on fighting

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  • 18 years ago

    by Michelle

    Wow that was a good poem i can really feel your pain in this poem, but i don't think dieing is the answer your loved by so many people and you have all these people that care about you. i feel like i know you already just by reading what you write i've felt this pain that your feeling rite now, and i know how hard it is to move past it. But you have to try and think of every1 that will miss if you do this. this site is basically family and when sum1 feels hurt we all do...so hang in there gurl be strong.

  • 18 years ago

    by gasping for air

    Trisha... i know that your hurting... and i know that life sucks and it makes you want to die, but dont... i dont know how to tell you this any other way! JUST DONT DO IT!!! there's more to life than whats happening to you.. look at it as kicking life in the teeth, showing everyone and god that you can rise above this.. i know that you dont really want to... that you hurt.. trust me ive been there before.. it took forever for me to even begin to want to change.. and im not done yet.. i have a seriously bad negative look on life.. i know how it is, in general, so i can sympathize... but dont give up.. or give in.. beat all of this.. BEAT IT TILL ITS BLACK AND BLUE!!! if you cant do it for us who are telling you to stop, do it for yourself, for the children you could have, the man you could meet one day whos ur soulmate.. do it for them......
    XOXOXOXO
    amanda

  • 18 years ago

    by megan

    Trisha pleaseeeee dont end your life now u scare me sometimes when you say you are going to leave and when you say you are going to cut urself. if you leave i dont no what i would do your the only reason i am here. u have alwayz been there for me through good and bad..and you have helped me soo much..if you leave i leave. i cant live without you.and i no that you are hurt but so am i..i no how you feel.. i will alwayz be here for you no matter what as long as you promise not to leave..i love you soooo much..
    well ill talk to you soon..

    luv ya forever
    ~megan~

  • 18 years ago

    by HighPerfection

    Hun u scared me so many times before like this please dont do life will get better u know im here for u always and forever ucan make it through this i know u can ur strong deep inside draw it from within u to bring yourself happiness, reach out and get help i know it is not as simple a snapping out of it but please hun u have your entire life ahead of you please be there with me for all of it until u die old and gray asleep in you bed next to man u fell in love with be strong suicide is never the answear i can only hope i have given u a little optimisim to continue o with life please stay strong for me for everyone that cares, i love u so much chika dont leave me
    weeeeeweeeeeeeeee remember the good times and look forward to many more!!

    luvs forever
    ~.:.~.:.~Hillary

  • 18 years ago

    by Talisa

    Wow Great Job!!! Check out some of mind some time and comment plz? I really like this poem!